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Thursday, June 30, 2005
um, i just watched 'a beautiful mind' for the first time. um, jennifer connelly is so beautiful. um, she's on letterman right now... what a coincidence! um, i'm still waiting for my "jennifer connelly". (: xxx Wednesday, June 29, 2005 definition of triton eye friggin' hilarity! thanks ET! xxx Monday, June 27, 2005  wow. i needed that vacation. it was the best. i'm refreshed. i'm ready to rock. my mindset is somewhat changed... there's much much more in this world that i want to pursue and experience now. this was the last picture of my vacation... la jolla shores... caleb looking out onto the horizon. i feel this picture symbolizes all that is in store for me. and what's in store for me... is exciting, infinite, and its going to be damn good too. check out awesome pics and videos on my jusspress. link on your right. just kidding... look to your left. theeeeeere you go! :D xxx Sunday, June 12, 2005  kawi boys  kawi boys 2  gloomy beach day  seagulls are lucky, they get to just float around and hang out xxx Saturday, June 11, 2005 Sharing made simple by JussPress.com yesterday, swung by d&b's a little with chuck for sasha's birthday. it was dope. cuz not only was it a birthday, but we also got a grip of free tickets! you know those coin slot thingies? where you try to put coins in and position them to push other coins over the edge? anyways, one of the machines right next to the table where we were just randomly started mad spitting coins out. it felt like vegas! too bad it wasn't real $. :D anyways... we used all those coins and picked up some 2500 tickets. haha - all for the birthday boy of course. then chuck and i moseyed on over to lestats. the headliner was bushwalla, but he was crap. he was pretty much messing around the entire time and hardly played any songs. but the second of his opening act was mozella. her voice is AMAZING. this was a video of one of my favorite songs that she played. i actually had a song from her in my mp3 collection, "amazed", and i just put the two and two together! (: check her out at http://www.mozellamusic.com! its good stuff i assure you. can't wait for marc broussard on tuesday! xxx Wednesday, June 08, 2005 i want to go see marc broussard. he is going to be in san diego 6/14 sd house of blues, or if there is enough interest for you los angeles folk, there is one on 6/10 or 6/12 la house of blues. opening for him in LA are josh kelly and david ryan harris... in sd, josh kelly and tristan prettyman (jason mraz's girlfriend). hit me up if you're interested. i'm going to the show regardless. payce. xxx Tuesday, June 07, 2005 "i do know that the moments before a child is born are the most painfully excruciating. this time of labor is called transition. as exhilarating as the anticipation of new life is, the transition to that new birth is excruciating. pain tends to lead us to dark places in our soul. distraction is a good device at such times, i suppose even if it comes in the form of chaos." - Jeannie George xxx i am bitter. i need to stop being bitter. i have lots of good things going on in my life right now. hold on to the good, deal with the bad and get over it. its funny how my blog works. i seem to always have a lot more to write about when i'm alone, unattached, and have no one who really wants to hear what i'm all about. regardless, perhaps these are the times when i make myself best known. goodnight moon, goodnight. xxx Monday, June 06, 2005 round and round we go. *sigh* life is too short not to love deeply, not to strive for what you want, not to give everything your all. i want to congratulate my friends, mr. & mrs. david and christina chian on their marriage this past weekend. i envy the both of you very much... pictures from the weekend up on jusspress! xxx Thursday, June 02, 2005 this is from my friend diane's blog. a good reminder for me, and the person i strive to become... "i have learned a lot about love from my friend sean. he really values honesty between friends, so much that those things that people are normally very ashamed to reveal, if you share that with him, he will love you more. more. those things that you may keep to yourself because you are afraid of being judged or afraid that they will re-think their friendship with you, well sean will love you more. i really appreciate honesty in my friendships, the more honest we are as friends the more i love you. it really shows me how much you know and love me if you are able to be yourself with me. if you tell me the crappy things about yourself, then i know you know i will not love you less, but more because you have shown me that i am a friend to you. people shouldn't be afraid to be. everyone has their good and bad. lets try to be better than yesterday." xxx there are so many unknowns to this lifetime. yet, there are so many things that are known... some a necessity, some a burden... sometimes, they're both. the human mind is such a tricky thing - very complex, very subconscious, very unpredictable. often time i don't like how it works. alas, it is what makes us human. it is what makes... us... its times like these that cause me to question myself. what am i living for? are my desires in-tune with the being that is truly me? and if not, why? if not... why am i not making a change? fear, disappointment, risk, loss... perhaps any or all of those. i'm enlightened, yet confused. i'm at peace, yet in conflict. i have high hopes, yet i'm latching on more tightly to my reservations. i want to be free again... i want to be free. For whatever deserves to exist deserves also to be known, for knowledge is the image of existence; and things mean and splendid exist alike. - Francis Bacon xxx |
 name: joshua chiu age: 28 birthdate: march 26, 1979 height: 6 feet weight: 172.5 lbs. location: san diego, ca loves: God, family, kids, motorcycles, sports, music, deep-meaningful relationships, competition over video games, food - any and all |