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Saturday, September 30, 2006
John Gershner: “In Jesus Christ we see virtues combined that never anywhere else are combined. We see tenderness without weakness, strength without a milligram of harshness, humility without one ounce of uncertainty, you see unbending convictions and yet complete and utter approachability, you see power without the slightest insensitivity, you see passion without the slightest prejudice, you see total integrity without any rigidity, never unthinking, never a false word, never a misstep.” help me to be more like you... xxx Saturday, September 16, 2006  oh yes, drunk dialing at its finest! HAHAHAHAHA. xxx Saturday, September 09, 2006 oh, i'm glad its cooled down so much too. i sleep muuuuch better. mmmm... toasty. xxx denying myself and taking up the cross is hard. HARD. everything comes back to ME. what i want. what i need. and believe it or not, most of the time i'm not even conscious of it. this came to me while i was out for a run... this is what i gained from my trip out to kansas city! every minute, every second, every waking moment... is a struggle with myself. when people say they're struggling with inner demons, they're referring to themselves! i don't want to live for me anymore. living for me is empty. living for me brings me no joy, no peace, no HOPE. Jesus, i need more of you. help me learn how to live like you did... humbly, in all circumstances. not my will, but yours God. not, 'i want a wife', but who do you have intended for me? not, these are the schools i'm applying to, but which school do you want me to go to? (then i could save on all those application fees! ha!) life on the 'outside' isn't important to me anymore (well it is, but it isn't)... its what's going on inside... my heart, my mind, my soul that counts. its listening for God in seclusion and in the quiet parts of a busy day. no, i don't have a list of my wants and needs that i pray to you anymore. give ME a list of what you want and what you need Lord. i'm here, send me. xxx |
 name: joshua chiu age: 28 birthdate: march 26, 1979 height: 6 feet weight: 172.5 lbs. location: san diego, ca loves: God, family, kids, motorcycles, sports, music, deep-meaningful relationships, competition over video games, food - any and all |